result

wat i wan 2 noe is y i m completely unable 2 jus b satisfied wif wat i've got? it's never been enough, n somehow i dun think it ever wil b. wat I did helpd me c things in a clear version of my life. It jus fels rite. wat m i struggling 4? wat is dis fight wif my innerself? do i rily noe wat i wan if things were the other way around? no, i dun definitely wan the other way around. if i take wat i hv 4 granted, i'll gain my inner peace. followg dat, it'll be easier to build on what have been established. at d n, it's amazing to find out dat wat i want is wat i have. all my efforts 2 make wat i have more n more beautiful in a helpless manner sometimes make me fel hopeless if thing do not come around the way i wan. maybe it's because i try too hard. why so hard? i already have it. damn i'm talking about giving life for the near future. i must relax and get ready. things wil not b betta. at least i have 2 take dat for granted. i ned real closeness now, with whom i dun noe now. i need some real frens. i dun know to whom i fel close.

?

if you are truly feeling not valued as a friend, then why do you value this friendship?

-o-

p/s: my moon is at Egypt

wandering wher u wil

life is process.. Ther's no big reward waiting in the great beyond.
Life is wat u make of it. Life is each n every moment u go through, put on top of each other.
u hv to walk for the purpose of walking. u hv to live for the purpose of living.
dat's all u get. That's life. u beter make ur moments count :)

ramdhan bliss

pics

23/8 (ibc)-ninadz ngan puppet tikus vs kucing

p/s:kucing,saya suka bahu awak :p

sgt la manyak nanges ari ni..

uargh...takleh jawap xm

indu mama

nak balik umah!!!

9hrs klas sok

22/8-ira n iera
26/8- rindu sama kamu...sory tak dapat anta g airport.. p/s: text kiter sampai jordan..

iera
its not hw close or far we r 2day
its hw much we value each other
for me u r heaven's gift
a special UkHt i wud alwes remembe

buhsan

seting of prophet saleh kat papan biru tulis ni

asfour

pyramd

mis u egypt :p

adiah bday tahun ni :P thanx korang.. (2/8)

ROQ

since 2 months tak hupdet, arinie 21st augus 'Hari al Quds' sedunia..
got dis mail dr alumni,bagi mengadakan sdikit kerja maka dihupdetkan dlm blog ini..



til then,mls aku nak hupdet..

.....

if you look inside a girl's HEART
you would see how much
she really cries
you'll find secrets hidden
bestfriends and lies
but what you'll see the most
is how hard it really is
to stay strong when
nothing is really right
and everything is always
wrong!!~

:p

dear **d**
being gentle means many things in my dics esp. it means not xpectng urself 2 b perfect..if u'r d last minuter,n many of us r..b patient n gv urself tym 2 grow lah..being gentle awso means forgivg urself wen u mes up.n who hasn't done dat ek?we shud learn frm our mistakes,bt we shudn't beat d tar out of ourselves over dem. the past is just dat,past!!learn wat went wrong n y.mk amends if u ned 2.den drop it n move on..

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nina: haiy my dear..u nak ajak tman g btul an laptop la..ley ak?

Angah: ble blk m'sia ngah?mis u 2345678..

muni: udah pulang..nset kte ilang ler..eyh,meh bg no fon awak!! beble free kte contact.. p/s:mls la nak hupdet yg g jln2 tu n nak hupload gamba..huhubeble org wat if ade kelapangan k?sory

aida: malas hupdet..tunggu cuti sem nanti le ..huhu

awez: umrah? Alhamdulillah...besh bangat..egypt?boley la tahan..uhuh :p yg plg bes bunyi hon kete..tak tdo hakku..

sharihana: biase udah..eyh,kwn nina ek?

Hadi Mahdi Muhtadi: .....

madi: aits rindu kamu juga.takde rezki la jumpe awak..dah la plg nak jumpe awak..nak dgr awak cte,besh sgt,penuh dgn kesemangatan..eyh, blk frm cairo-kl kte transit 8hrs tau.peh lame gle..tapi tak dapat contact korang..nset takde plak..


p/s :erm..sesape yg nak dihubungi.silalah drop ur phone no kat ini blog..kerane sesungguhnya aku tak afal no kamu..xcept 4 nina lah.. no dia je terafal plak.. sriusly my dad nye no pn org tak ingt jadi jgn le terase dgn saye..

iklil's akad

19 apr 08
we went to iklil's akad..sungguh kelakar disana..shHhh yah n muni.. so, here are sum pics le (iklil+shahabudin...plus 4org kawan )

the ayu'nes yan

xcited nak blk pas akad
abah: iklil tgu dlu jumpe org
iklil: taknak..nak blk umah gak
(cis ni pn aku nak type~nyampah)

the kawans hira nye plus her adek yg manyk sgt gamba nye...hu

her abang budin...hahaha evil laugh

luv u bebeh...muaxXxx p/s: sila la beratur tu satu ciuman

i so luv la iklil's make up...nipis2 je,padan le ngan muke nye yang udah cantik tu.. n her cake hantaran secret R tu...besh3~
anyways, smuga Allah melimpah an keberkatan n rahmat Nya kepade pasangan yan n budin..ameen :)

p/s : to all-sape2 yg nak dtg sila le ke kediaman nya pada 31 mei ni,korang tak g akad g kenduri jadi la..

:yah n muni- gamba mkn mmg la sgt takley diletak, kang malu iklil tu nengok..hahahah n sory le lambat hupdet sbb br jumpe pendriv..huhu

new!!!

salam...
ohoho, i hvn't blogging in such a lg tym,so i decided i'd a new one (edit skit je pn) bcos sOo many people cakap lame tak bes... cm skg nye bes je hu.okayla,no more to type..ok bye!!

Nitrus-Kamu :)

Umpama bidadari
Yang turun dari kayangan
Indah nian tak berbandingan
Terasa bagai disentuh
Bayanganmu...

Sesungguhnya kamu...terang
Bagaikan cahaya
Yang menyinari hidupku
Di kala ku kelam...kelam
Terciptalah...aku
Tuk kali pertama
Dan akan ku buktikan kesungguhan
Dari hati ini...hati ini

Umpama bidadari
Kau selalu menyenangkan aku
Biar kadang ku terkeliru
Izinkan aku menyentuh
Bayanganmu...

Sesungguhnya kamu...terang
Bagaikan cahaya
Yang menyinari hidupku
Di kala ku kelam...kelam
Terciptalah...aku
Tuk kali pertama
Dan akan ku buktikan kesungguhan
Dari hati ini...hati ini

Terciptanya aku untuk kamu...
Terciptanya kamu untuk aku...

Sesungguhnya kamu...terang
Bagaikan cahaya
Yang menyinari hidupku
Di kala ku kelam...kelam
Terciptalah...aku
Tuk kali pertama
Dan akan ku buktikan kesungguhan
Dari hati ini...hati ini

warisan-original verse

Anak kecil main api,
Terbakar hatinya yang sepi,
Air mata darah bercampur keringat,
Bumi dipijak milik orang.

Nenek moyang kaya raya,
Tergadai seluruh harta benda,
Akibat sengketa sesamalah kita,
Cinta lenyap di arus zaman.

Indahnya bumi kita ini,
Warisan berkurun lamanya,
Hasil mengalir ke tangan yang lain,
Peribumi merintih sendiri.

Kita rumpun bangsa Melayu,
Menganut agama yang suci,
Semangat bangsa berlandaskan Islam,
Teras capai kemerdekaan.

Masa depan sungguh kelam,
Kan lenyap peristiwa semalam,
Tertutuplah hati terkunci mati,
Maruah peribadi dah hilang.

Dari masa hingga masa,
Petualang menghancurkan bangsa,
Alatkan agama demi peribadi,
Pupus kita dibumi Ilahi.

Kini kita cuma tinggal kuasa,
Yang akan menentukan bangsa,
Bersatulah hati, bersama berbakti,
Pulih kembali harga diri.

Kita sudah tiada masa,
Bangunlah dengan gagah perkasa,
Janganlah terlalai teruskan usaha,
Melayu kan gagah di nusantara.

to:

dear blog,

i've seen dramatic change in my life. not so much dat it's been absolutely altering. jus enaf wher i realize wat it hs done 4 me.....n sumtin i hvn't onestly thought bout in a long tym... n i realized.. i need HIM, i need HIS strength, HIS guidence, n HIS lurv... without HIM i am nothing n no wher~~sO i began praying, truly praying, again--now i hv HIM back!! not lyk it used to be, but more than before.n i feel that as i gradually open my heart up more to HIM, i can truly be happy again.

p/s:curently, sangap ler stressfulexam law sungguh la s***..rily3 need qiam..alwaktu addaqaiq~~

oOOoo

well, today was a decent day.heh.curently jus finished TN..n i fel soOo tired..buzz!!!bgn2!!! huhu
tomorrow ade SIFE progs laks..argh..ther es soOo many tings i kne wat(stad 4 camin tes)..tp tak wat2..okey i jus nk wish safa hepi 20th birthday..may allah bless u sayang pa, i noe u r so talented,kep it up doing a bek2 amal k..larv u beyh.. n awso congratz tu uswah..act i was shocked!! but its true.ahaha.wateva it is, i'll pray 4 ur hepines.so who's the next one aftA uswah?? me? hahah.absolutely nOt me.lol.. eyh nape tak kawen kat m'sia? ley g n 4 al my bes3 fren.STOP text me..ble wed?katne?i g ak? peh gle nak g n pape je, y nOt korg msg je suwah sanah tu.heh

okey,nak siap2 g kua mkn kat WAWA,rest. yg plg mahal n ber'airkon' kat muadzam..hahahah
btw salam 10muharam to all yg fasting k?

hahahaha

okey...jus cmpletd 1/4 je....dan akan trus begini>>> tgk skali cam okey la, tgk ag cam bes je..ble tgk2,huh tak bes plak...hahahahha.

btw, slam maAl hijrah 1429...

why...?

why do we always have to fall in love with the wrong person?

why do we have to fall in love with someone who doesn't even know that we exist?

why do we have to fall in love with someone that we don't want to fall in love with?

why do we have to fall in love with someone who we know won't be ours?

why do we have to fall in love with someone really far from us?

why do we have to fall in love with someone that we know will leave us?

why do we have to fall in love with someone who will hurt us?

why do we have to fall in love with someone who doesn't even care about us?

why do we have to fall in love with someone who already has a special one?

why do we have to fall in love with someone who we have never met?

why do we have to fall in love with a sweet talker?

why do we have to fall in love with a liar?

why do we have to fall in love with the wrong person?

WHY DO WE HAVE TO FALL IN LOVE???

NY :)

salam..its new year n i celebratd kat muadzam wif watching muvis yg sungguh besh!! (ader pe pn ngan NY?) since cm lame x hupdet cus laptop hakku mengong skit tenet xplorenye n curently gune angah nye laptop~~mekasehs!! n sO many list 4 dis new ya(tipu je,takwat pn) ...huhu.nanti2 la~~

ok even dh NY pn kemalasn aku stil ader..mls nk hupdet!!jus ltak sum pix yg angah edit(manyk gamba bes2 dlm laptop angah)

me, angah(my kazen), nina

which 1 kaki i? mr.froggy or mr. patrick?

"sumtyms we take smaller steps, sumtyms we may hv to sidestep n sumtyms even, we may hv to go backwards"